How could you?

I was perfectly fine
drinking my sorrows away.
You came bearing light.
It was the dawn of a new day.

You gave me hope.
Showed me a way.
But in the end,
all you did was betray.

You took away the hope.
Shattered all the dreams.
Just for a prettier face
& shinier things it seems.

You made such promises.
Turned my I's to We's.
What did he have that I didn't?
Diamonds on his P?

There were signs, red flags even.
But I chose to trust and ignore.
I was warned by JD, Mahak
and many more.

How could you hate your own last name
so much that anything else would do?
All you had to do was wait.
I would've given mine to you.

You've made me hate my favourite bands
Guns n roses, Aerosmith, Nirvana, Linkin Park, The beatles.
Their songs remind me of you.
Makes me want to die a little.

Sleep does not come easy.
The bed feels like a coffin.
In every drop of tear I shed,
I can see your face laughing.

Five Two used to mean "Volim Te".
You said it to me, I to you.
Four Three also adds up to seven.
You don't need any explanation on that do you?

And now You say sorry,
trying to apologize.
I simply cannot forgive.
Cannot forget the lies.

I hope you're ready
for what's coming your way.
What goes around comes around.
Isn't that what they say